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Name: Risa
Gender: Female
Interests: K.pop Music, J.pop music, DBSK/TVXQ, Super JR, graphics, GOONG, K-drama, CLOTHES, cutesy stuff :D:D etc.
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Member Since:
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Heya, Welcome to my Xanga, I'm Risa (Chii) and I do basic graphics design. I Love K.pop and DBSK is Love <3 Hehe~
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I am eating taiyaki right now XDD
Oh and I am currently only active on Xing actually. SO scrap those and visit me there (username = RISA <33)
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Location: Inchon, South Korea
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Interests: K.pop/J.pop music, DBSK/TVXQ, Suju, Super JR, K Dramas (I LOVE GOONG *waits for S series*, XING , BIG BANG, GRAPHICS, I cannot get enough of Japanese food *drools* mmmm ramen
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I watch you leave yet I can't utter any words.
My heart is filling up with lead, rain falls so hard.
if this is the reminescence of my love for him, then I must not cherish it.
Please, tell me, why must these feelings continue..?
really... I.. just can't heal this pain...
I loved him too, you are unaware yet you sway his heart.
Why onee? I know you liked him once, your feelings are gone, but mine are not.
His eyes tell me that within it lies you, just you.
please tell me it's alright like you always do, just be with me until it is time for us to part.
No, you don't see me, I'm lost somewhere.
the pain, I suffer alone, somehow I can't pull away yet words won't come out.
Oppa don't you know I love you?
Such a twisted love triangle.
My love is jaded, you warped me so.
If I left this world would my soul feel no despair?
Everytime I see you I feel sin, agony reeps.
Only the hollow sea is my fate.
good bye` i must go, perhaps the darkness of the depths will stop this love f o r e v e r ~
mon. I felt like writing something deep yet this turned out so... so... emo. x.x *sigh* KYUUU ;.; I'm WIERD.
Um to continue life's the same, ah a few new things though.
FIRSTLY
I cannot face unrequited love anymore, it's somewhat like running so here goes~
I must avoid the one I liked, he will only shatter me. <.< Oh man this is getting deep...
But really, I can't look at him without getting somewhat lovey dovey~ *sigh* I like you so, but it just can't be.
My only lubb is kevin wooooooo shii <3333
EH? I AM GETTING WIERDER (who thought it was possible?) o.o ANYWAYS. HAPPPPYYYYYYYYYY EASTER EVERYONE~ It's a shame there was no school, ah well, I got alot of eggs yesterday.
*counts* fweeeeeeeeeeeee 37 eggs, man I'm gonna get fat this long weekend`
Um, speaking of which my birthday is soon too. Just 12 days now >.< kyah I'm exited x3333 *giggles*
Vash, Maha, Adam, Anna and Sunnie oh and maybe sara said they'd get me something :D I'm so happy~ We are gonna celebrate~
I am gonna host a party, though everyone said they weren't busy I haven't an idea for a theme.
Well enough of my life, I wanna see more DBSK clips ;.; I saw the Channel A - sports battle last week xDDDD KYAHHHHHH Oppa's just get funnier and funnier.
I love their talent but there personality makes me feel so warm and happy inside =D..Kkekeke I still can't believe the kids beat them.
To think I was shouting out "AJA AJA INVINCIBLE DONG BANG HWAITING!!!" ._. I even got yelled at, then again I was watching it at midnight >.<
kekeke I really should be doing work but yeah. HAHAHA it's too cute. they are so un-co. Oh what am I saying? >.< like I could get that hoop in... but maybe..
Um what else... I saw this clip of Yoochun with SUJU in some clip on aura. It was wierd but the kid(who was lipsyncing?) was too cute ^^
Oh and yes I also signed up for SM UCC - well I have no talent x) but still it's worth a shot =D
I joined the 'Ara' part even though I'm not pretty nor cute =] keke ah well <33333 j u s t one wish.
Xing time nowwwwwwww~ Fweee I AM TELLING U NOW. JI HYUN HAS GOT DAMN GOOD SKILLS. FREAKING HELL A PRETTY BOY THAT IS SO GOOD AT ACREBATICS.
I wanna see poppin' do something like that.... *SPAZZES* man still amazing. He's like a circus performer. He was jumping around SO MUCH in that clip.
Oh and I also sent of the b'day letters/fanbook notes for XING. I hope they are happy. I'm sad I couldn't give them a gift but still just writing to them makes me content.
I also got some new pics. I would make graphics but i'm too damn lazy and once again a tonne of HW... plus K-drama to watch, I'm watching Hello! Miss, Fashion 70's (again! kyuu),
It started with a Kiss and some others. <.< SO much~ alot of romance/comedic dramas :D I'm happy somehow... if only i could fall in love that way.
AHAHAHA this is getting wierder and wierder so lemme just end with these pictures; >.< plese forgive me (kekeke DONG BANG LOVE) Mon. oppa's are looking mightyyyyyyyyyy fine :D
   
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| The only good news I have >.< DBSK's FIVE IN BLACK IS AMAZING. I just LOVE the songs :D:D:D especially Promise >.< It's got me singing "Hiro ga lo ilo irata shining day~" Hmm I wish my Five in the Black album would arrive though, I mean the internet has already leeched it but ah... Oh I'm getting sidetracked... I'm happy that it wasn't dissappointing.
The rest..um well it just isn't good. My week has been crazy etc and I needa scream out what happened or I'm gonna go nuts. It's so depressing.. really.
- SCHOOL Work` Doesn't EVERYONE hate work, well I just had 5 assignments due in this one day of this week and that was the day I was sick and I almost lost marks for it being overdue ;.; <.< OMG and then MILK spilt on the math assignment I spent ALL my weekend doing ;.; I had to redo in 4 hours when I collapsed and got sick.... GREAT also because of this freaking flu I couldn't eat the icecream we made in Food tech either.
- Friends` Ok maha and sunni are one thing but to add anna into the dangerous Guy-Drama mix.At the school social on thursday maha danced with stuart <.< WE WERE ALL HYPED but anna was unusually quiet, ah not more drama ;.; Maha and I spent like 2 hours on the phone talking bout it too D: just great now my phone credit is out too... Um As for Sara Lee I'm worried she's hardly ever attending school. The social was wierd... Maha ah I shouldn't judge her but still...
YOU. WILL. NEVER. GUESS. BUT JOSH HAS DIED ;.; *cries* tagline- You suffered till the end. I wish you will find true happiness.
I cried all day on tuesday, He was the sweetest guy... ah I hope he will be happy now.. He loved maha so, yet she she.. she kept talking to him bout another guy, and when he went to visit her he got into an accident.Why is everyone around me dying? <.< Reminds me alot of Full Moon Wo sagashite. He was just like eichi... He loved maha so, but he died in a car accident D: "It's just too hard to bear.. these tears keep falling. I cry cause I'm sad" Ah I must... not... cry... or I will sink into a meloncholy aptitude I will miss him though~ Thank you for everything (Tai sao anh phai chet di? Anh toc yi maha bou nheu em mong anh se vui ve sao ki anh lon troi) My final words to you~ whenever I love hurts your remenescane lingers on~
- Love` Ok, josh & Maha so deep and hollow. I wish I didn't have to add my own problems to her mixed life already bit the guy I liked didn't get his injections on friday like everyone else and I just had to talk about it <.< LAZY BEKH SOO OPPA D: DANG like seriously LOVE CAN BE HARD. MAN listen, it's better to NOT love and NOT be dragged into drama.
Since my brain is dead, I will write more later, I really can't think of more to say even though alot has happened.
It's my way of greiving not to write how I feel but simply express it in another way~ I will add more.
Um yeah alot more later, but for now I am gonna go do a B-set with the XING White day photos to get my mind of things :D
But I am lacking INSPIRATION so just to add something I made a few icons of XING for white day
here they are: on a side note//: I might make a new layout too.
  
Since white day was not too bad for me (even through all that school stuff I forgot to mention I got an origami heart and some chocolate :D)
 
And finally I end with the Kevin Woo pic above. He brightens my day, I want him to be happy in every way!~
Ah but really his smile is just so amazing :D:D I try to be optimistic at times like this, for I learnt that there is no point in crying and washing away memories, try to smile as you can't change the past...
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| Ok so I mentioned Choosey Lover in my last updates, but hmmm
I can't believe I ordered a copy off yes.asia anyway... I can't stand it but my
oppa's need my lubb no matter what. <333 So it's due to arrive soon.. Let's
see,
The DVD copy AND the single... It seems I can’t help but support my wonderful
oppas even though I don't really like this song :D I guess it's my undying
fangirl love x) ah well..
I am also awaiting DBSK's New Japanese album... Five in the black
My thoughts so far are jumpy, but atleast they definatly look hot. *listens to
PROUD* <.< I love this song to say the least "Proud of your
love~"
Anyways below is the the tracklist to Five in the Black, It is nothing too
amazing =/ I hope I won't be too dissappointed >.< AJA THSK HWAITING.
<333
曲目リスト
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1. ZION
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2. Sky
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3. Begin
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4. Choosey Lover
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5. DEAD END
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6. High time
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7. PROUD
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8. 約束
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9. miss you
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10. “O”-正・反・合
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11. I’ll be there
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12. Step by Step
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13. Hello Again
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I wonder how the song Dead end and Hello again will sound...
*crosses fingers* I gotta be hopeful.
Oh yeah I just downloaded some more OST music >.< My new habit plus of
course, my long time fangirl love so I also got ALOT of DBSK's Perfs/Shows etc.
Hahaha I still can't get the GAYO talk outta my head... kekeke Ah Changmin oppa
is too funny x33 Hero's too modest <.< Darn pretty boy. Xiah oppa x333
your such a ducky butt~!
Hmmm Oh yes, I probally will add the hero icons later, frankly, I am too
critique but seriously, I think they are ugly so I will modify them for a bit..
Time for an update of life so far; The past two days
I can say two things 'it's so full at the moment' and ‘more drama than your
typical K-drama’ It's kinda been a few melancholy days with a swing in events.
I was gonna tell the guy I like I like him, but I didn't get around to it =/
And then my friends went on a major "Let's cheer up Risa bender" x33
it was sweet of them, but still... Jonathon also gave me an origami flower too
so now people are under the impression he likes me. SO NOT TRUE, He's a nice
guy but still... ewww
Awww darn, I have 3 assignments due monday as well ;.; Ah life really is too
short to be spent doing HW every night. Atleast I didn’t have school today,
today was the school swimming carnival so Izzy, emma, anna and I are gonna go
shopping~ Yay I can finally spend the money I earnt at work.. <.< I feel
so bad for emma and anna they work at like mac donald's with crappy pay, so I
earn more than both of them just working 8-10 hours a week... I bought some skinny leg jeans, some flats and
some more manga. I love Arina Tanemura sensei’s work. It’s just amazing.
<3333 I am currently reading her series gentlemen’s alliance.
Wah I’ve commented on this over and over and it’s been
around for like a LONG time but awww, full moon wo sagashite >.< I keep
reading all the volumes endlessly, I am satisfied yet it leaves behind a bit of
loneliness.
As long as my earnest
you is by my side, I can shine
Please look after me
so I can be happy~
We can all learn from eichi kun~ *smiles* =] As long as the
person we treasure above all else smiles, we can be happy as well no matter
what the circumstances. Continuing on a My girl OST song I quote “Love can be hard in my life~” Speaking of which, this not the best time to
be writing about my own love but ah, the one I like will never feel this way
about me.. ;.; Does he care about my existence. Probally not, so why do I love
him so? Painful yet real. <.< Oh wow that’s deep and wierd… *whacks* RISA
CHAN IS WEIRD X3333 just like my crazy fanfic, actually typing this is putting
me in that mood to continue it… Hmmm anyways
At night I cry cause
I’m sad, but when I see your smile, I smile cause you are happy *listens to
give my love – Edward chun*
My DONG BANG HYUNG AND BELOVED KEVIN OPPA :D:D COME HERE AND MAKE ME SMILE ENDLESSLY :D:D
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Ah finally I get to go on, life’s
so hectic really. Dramas have mellowed since none of my friends are guy crazy
anymore – YAY~ Sunni and Maha are finally over the guys they liked… Oh yeah
today was a major showdown, ME VS DIEM >.< ROFL hahaha she and I were
like arguing before sose it’s so funny but ah it ended quick… Oh and divi said
some pretty random stuff at the bus stop… LMAO I mean she was on a forum where
some lesbo girl said “UR HAIR TURNS ME ON” ._. I know.. like WTF? Um as for
adam… woah mon. HOW. DARE. HE. PAY. OUT. SHINHWA. :K ARGHHHHHH it was so damn
annoying… apparently he got an erection talking x.x no comments on that but
still, it was one weird day. Jae and Edwin were late as usual, and finally I
saw edwin do some work, YAY my lazy bekh soo (freeloader) does something other
than sleep x3 ~ Ah he’s been dubbed
whacky, which I guess is true, but he’s a nice guy… I guess… aww my poor fob
friend. I LUBB YOU <333
SARA CHAN WHERE ARE YOU? Like
really, you disappear too much, it scares me x.x =/ Mmm Let’s see oh yeah my
science assignment aka MAJOR work is due well… atleast the AIM, Hypothesis AND
Method are due.. x.x EEEKKK And my math’s assignment and SOSE assignment.. ARGH
too much work… I can’t stay DBSK updated ;.; NUUUUUUUU I have shamed my fangirl
tradition…
The people that catch my buses
are weird. EEEE I saw some of the year 10’s from last year again… they are
seems fine but much shorter than I remember… I saw daichi’s ex gf too, Jess
Kim, Hmmm she was so much better than him <.< Awww that’s mean but still…
ewww daichi. Uh what else has happened… THAT’S RIGHT I WORK AT A BAKERY NOW
:D:D Yay~ Money and something to kill time, not to mention all the sweets I
eat, LMAO I LUBB TAIYAKI AND ANMITSU :D
Now enough of school, back
tooooooooooo KPOP!!!! Ah woah Lee Hyori’s – Toc Toc Toc is so catchy but.. it’s
like Pussy cat dolls meets Britney spears. I mean it’s pretty good but still =/
I hope she won’t get like sued. Oh and SUJU’s Rock on is really just AWESOME
:D:D:D It’s yet another song that will be on my top 10 list. Kekekeke Oh yeah
I’ve been listening to some OST songs as well, I love Mario and Nesty – Never
Say Goodbye from My girl. My old song list is fun to listen to once in a while,
Oh and I am into this song my Edward Chun – Give my Love. It’s from Save your
last dance for me OST, It’s great =D But damn listening to that makes me wanna
watch it. ;.; So now once again I have more K-drama to download… I have barely
watched eps 1-14 of goong S since I’ve been internet banned like ALL last month
*cries* L
AH, and DBSK’s Choosey Lover, I
said I’d expand on this, which I haven’t till now… Honestly I don’t like
anything but the video clip >.< COME HEREEEEEEEE MY SMEXY OPPA’S. Ah I
love Jaejoong and Junsu shii in that :D But Yunho looks pretty hot with that
hat – Hehehehe x333 lubb is in the air~ Yoochunnie and Changminnie are cute too
:D But yoochun’s hair is… um weird.
I will go re-watch their Jap GAYO
show again :D it’s so funny, Xiah keeps saying ducky butt and Yoochun won’t
stop about his forehead <.< HAHAHA Awww I love their personalities and
quirks. As for JJ ah such a modest boy :D but I lubb you too. <333 Changmin
and Yunho, ah those two, so funny too my dear DORKS <333 Your Japanese has a
weird accent but I love what you say Changminnie :D:D TY to ANIME for teaching
me the little Japanese I know…
NOW LASTLY XING :D I haven’t had
a chance to mention them but I went on the forum just a few days ago which is
good.. Yun AH is so talkative =] hehe, and I saw some pics of the gifts they
received… Awww Kevin wrote a thank you note but it was fobby I mean it says To
Kevonia P.S WONDERFUL <<<< Um ok FOBBIER English than I expected,
ah well I still love you <333 *swoon* Ah such a cute face*drops dead*
Well that’s all for this week,
I’ll add somemore later, Ah I need a new B-SET from XING as well. Hmmm KEMARU
TIME, Oh speaking of graphics I just made a series of JJ Icons.. they are um, weird
but I will upload it later
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